11th March 2025
It doesn't feel like everyday other day . I'm sad but doing my work and that's best part I want to do work work and work even when things are not in my favor. Cause I have decided feelings can come and go but work must be done on that day you have to follow the schedule . Don't use social media just be social. Today it's almost 10:30 and I'm feeling a little bit tensed I mean it is normal for me and I don't wanna feel like it. I know I have good decent collogues at least they are non-toxic I mean I can chat with them and I consider that's a good part. I'm sad because I don't have a developer role I'm sad because I didn't got the offer I'm sad becasue I don't have someone to talk to. Actually I have friends but I don't wanna bother them with my sad story I wanna help out myself. Growing and to deal with emotions that the way to live the life. I wanna write something I mean good one day I always wanted it. Every reader wants to be a writer someday but they just don't try. I wanna try out everything Live the life to test it test it at every moment. I'm fortunate I have such a lovely family have a decent salary with it I can buy somethings travel a bit I mean it seems good actually. Just don't stop what you have taken in hands don't quit till your last breath. Love yourself more than anything in the world. Thats it for today